Hallo

just wanted to say that i miss my brother - a lot. lately when we are talking it's not like before, now it's like a business talk. of course it's somehow necessary, but i miss it - to talk stupid and shit like that. i guess it's called becoming of age or something like that but i don't want to. yes, we have to grow up some day but no, that doesn't mean we have to completly change. i refuse to, i deny, i'll never change, i'll never grow - stupitity be my witness, we are fused together, no change to seperate... be it always like that!